Cold and alone

No one to love or care for me

Curled at a corner in a chilly dark room

hiding from the world.

A world of hurt, pain, misery and death

Afraid to face it due to the pain it has caused me.

A light shines from outside

I look up and notice beautifully crafted works of art,

They all portray                                                                                                                                                                                      

                          

 something I have missed out all my life.

A ghostly hand stretches towards me. I reach out and all the pain, hurt and misery disappears.

I experience love for the first time, a feeling I wouldn't want to let go.

Am scared, am afraid of losing myself 

No one can understand,

The need, the desire to have someone to talk to about the issues

Your quick to judge, with sneers on your face when I try to speak.

No where to turn to, no one to listen

Everything is falling part

Tears flow in darkness from anguish and pain.

Someone, anyone please listen.

WAITING

I waited patiently for you,

I called for you with no reply.

Days,months and years have passed and am still waiting patiently for your reply.

Am hurting inside but the smile hides it all.

I cry myself to sleep remembering what I lost

Will i ever see you, hear you laugh or talk, touch, or cry on your shoulder?

Its been too long but am still waiting for your reply.

Save me

Look at me, a sinner without repentance

Dark skies surround me

Dark hollow clouds surround me

To end me.

Save me from the lies, jealousy, anger and hatred.

A sinner I am

The clouds are imminent 

To end me